last couple of days...

these past couple days have been quite hard for me...

but i think that tuesday was the worst day ever.

FIRST I was totally blind sighted, i didn't even know that was going to happen too me,

but i totally understand why this is happening, 

i wish that it wasn't but whatever makes you happy :]

THEN after school when i was waiting for my brother's volleyball game,

my friends (I'am not naming anyone) got in trouble for smoking,

even though i wasn't doing it!!!

so right now, because of this i am sitting in an in-school suspension for the whole day!!

i am so mad, but whatever. 

everything happens for a reason....

but i don't realize why this always happens to me!

can i ever get a break??

i cannot wait until i get the heck out of school and move on with the rest of my life!

and as Alyssa has asked....

NEW COUNTDOWN JUST FOR YOU!

approximately (not exactly sure on this)

49 days till you come!!!

i cannot wait to see you bud, i miss you terribly

Melissa <3