so right now i am.... i don't know what i am.
i am a mix of all different emotions..
from happy to confused,
sad and mad all at the same time..
there are so many things that i want to say to you,
but i know that it wont make a difference..
i am so nervous for High Prairie on friday and saturday...
we haven't even had a full practice with the whole team
and were expected to play together??
the only good thing right now is the fact that my bestest friend
in the whole entire world Alyssa is coming to Grande Prairie in 17 days!!!!
this weekend was fun.. went to the mall, to the storms game, and to a movie
with Me, Hannah, Justin, Braedon and Jordan.
sorry for getting mad, and you all probably already know why..
but i just cant help it, i cant change how i react or feel..
its real, and there is no changing.
i do not know what to do...
I'm stuck between 3 and don't know what..
I'm not even going to go into detail, because all of you don't know..
jealousy is a powerful thing, and lately i have been feeling it.
it is a horrible thing but once again, i cannot help it.
i love my friends to death, but i cant help but being jealous.
anyways enough of my blabbing.
I'm done.
ALYSSA 17 DAYS!!!
` melissajade
4 comments:
AWWE hun im so sorry i no that it was somewhat my fault. Even tho it wasnt but i just want you to know that i luv you and im really truely sorry
So bucko,
So close but so far.
Days are seeming to go so slow now.
Its going to be so good to see
everyone again. I hope that the
money will be worth it.
I love you bud.
So, I thought I'd write you a note before I go to bed and I think that you should write another blog after you read this.
Life lately...
Umm no smokeing 11 days. Kinda proud and I kinda really miss it. Ill probably have a few while I'm down but I don't think that I'll be a "smoker" again as much as I would like too.
Schools pretty decent, but we talk about it every day so you know it all and shh.
Umm on our band "#1 and " I have beat most of the songs on hard.
I like how I use your blog as mine. But yeah 15 motherfuckindays! Picture this. Me Sitting in class the day that I'm coming. I wont be sleeping the night before. I am going to be so wired on coffee and the happyest little shit in the world. Like a little kid on Christmas and Easter combined. And Ill talk to Shay and stuff.
Hopefully something happens on New Years and would Brittany beable to come out if your dad said it were aiight? Just wondering cuz I don't wana leave her out or anything. I'd kinda feel bad. Maybe her and Shay can do something.
Anyways its after 1 so id be talking to you later. Don't laugh at that.
Love #1 who misses #2.
DUDE NEED TO WRITE MORE 1 week!!!
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