Tuesday, January 6, 2009

okay so a lot of stuff has happened in the past week or so...
new years was fun. i got to hang out with my Hannah <3,
so much better than going to hang out with other people that i am not going to mention..
i am going going to say one thing while i am on the topic...
i hope you ALL have a nice life, i know that i will with you out of it :]

i am so done with all of this high school immaturity bull sh*t..
people seriously need to grow up,
this is high school, your future is relying on it,
you only get one chance, so why waste it?
get your sh*t in a group, and start buckling down,
like honestly i am so sick of it.
its not that hard, it just takes some time, 
which people just waste, on other things like 
stupid drama, fooling around, and just not caring..


besides this... i really just do not know what to do,
i know that A LOT of people want me gone,
and i am very tempted to just leave,
if i am going to be treated with this little of respect,
then why stay here.
even my friends, who i thought cared
just STAND THERE AND LAUGH (you know who you are),
so whatever i don't know what to do.

oh yea, and how people change depending on who they are with,
drives me nuts.. i don't understand it
like common, who cares really, act yourself..

but i'm done compaining..

this christmas break i got to see my mom,
and it was awesome, i miss her so much! 
even though her room mate is a creep,
who stinks, and what not i still loved being there.

christmas day wasn't that bad,
nothing to complain about,
got some new things that i needed :]



` melissajade


p.s  GO CANADA!!  5 - 1 SO PROUD!

10 comments:

ray101 said...

melissa dont listen to people who hurt you just keep trugging on the same path and move forward while the rest move backwards :) love ya fub

hey i better not be any of those friends that stand and laugh

love you
ray

Anonymous said...

Hey bud, i do know thats about us. I am okay with that. I dont know why you were mad at me to start with. You kept on changeing your story, im not a puzzle solver. Im sorry people change and I guess we werent ment to be friends or whatever. Im not going to bitch you out over this. Im done with that. It just made me mad you were mad at me and wouldnt tell me. I treid to stop the whole fight and you still got p.oed Yes I do really like justin. I know hes your ex and you dated for a month. you said your over him and it not like were friends any more anyways. and dont say that your blog is not about me or him or brittany i know it is..

Anonymous said...

i only have one thing to say to you i can never forgive you for this NEVER you were one of my best friends but oviously that didnt mean jack shit to you after everything that we had planned its all just waisted because someone has gotten away i am done bitching to its a waist of my time i just hope your happy knowing that i am hated every day by nemerious peoplle for something that wasnt my fault when i say have a nice life because i know you will... but im glad i dont have to be a part of it and you took everything that mattered to me.

Anonymous said...

ok i have to things to say one whoo go melissa and to can people please stop fighting seriously i love you both but im not goin to choose and thing are getting unbarable at school. this will all blow over soon so im here for you both

love you lots <3

Anonymous said...

im the one who tried to stop it but thats to hard for you to belive. i wouldnt of gone out with justin if thats what it ment but obviously were not friends so good luck with what ever disision you decide to make with liveing with your mom or dad and have a good life. peace.

Melissa said...

it really does not matter if you were trying to stop the fight or not, its too late for that now. you should have known before, but were not friends now, or ever will be.

justin said...

well i donno cause you get mad at everyone cause they went to my house they are my friends to im not trying to steal them im just doing what i do so obviously you have some kind of problem i donno im done fighting you say that your life doesn't revolve around me and i believe that but why would you get mad at your best friends for hanging out with me whatever im done. and yeah me and Alyssa are now going out and you may not like that but im not gonna change my mind about her cause i really like her so and theres no reason you have to be mad cause were over so and i donno what she took from you cause we could of all been friends but whatever

Melissa said...

k i am not mad that you all went over to your house, hannah said that i was but she missunderstood what i said. i could honesly care less if you all hangout because yes i know that you all are friends and i am not crazy, like common why the hell would i be mad about that? all that i have to say about you and alyssa going out is that i sure hope you two are happy, cause there goes a 9 year friendship down the fkn drain! i've been trying to be nothing but nice to you all, and i just get it thrown right back in my face with you guys making those stupid fkn jokes about me, thats the only thing that really makes me mad. i want things to be ok with everything at school, everyone being friends and have no one to be mad at anyone, but by the looks of things that is just to hard to accomplish.

ray101 said...

well im not mad at anyone i hope no one is mad at me i think everyone i mean EVERYONE needs to grow up a tad and just move on if you dont like eachother then stay away from eachother and stop talking behind eachothers bacK...
MEL I AM SORRY I LAUGHED AT THE JOKES. HANNAH IM SORRY I TOLED MEL ABOUT THIS WEEKEND BUT SHE HAD TO KNOW ITS NOT RIGHT TO TALK BEHIND PEOPLES BACK EVEN IF YOU DONT LIKE THEM BUT ANYWAYS I LOVE YOU ALL.....
HOPE YOU ALL STILL LOVE ME :)
ray

justin said...

well alyssa never wanted to throw away your 9 year friendship she never meant it to be that way she likes me she didn't mean to get you mad at her well first of all i didn't even know you were mad i lied to you about the movies thing cause i didn't want you to freak out on me and them then brittany told you which i didn't want then the next day you got mad a alyssa for like no reason so i don't really kno what happened here she never threw away the 9 year friendship sorry but i think your just over reacting about the whole thing but i donno