so right now i am at hannah's house and the end of semester celebration has commenced!!!
this is pretty much making up for new years because tonight i do not think could get any better, except for one thing... :)

I AM SO EXCITED FOR PEACE RIVER NEXT WEEKEND!!!!

i finally get to see you after all of this time!!
yes i know that things have been rough, i know that they have been on me,
but it is now finally paying off. :)

so the past couple days have been nothing but exams... first science, then english and then math.
and in my opinion i think that i did really well on all of them, give or take a feew questions lol.

next semester is going to bring a whole new level of everything!
next semester will be, social-20 science-20 math-20 pure and calm ..
i really wish that i did not have to take CALM because then i could do a different course like chem or bio which i would really like to take, but it is too late now because i fucked up in grade ten... god i was so stupid!

oh yea, and that girl that i was talking about in my last post, you know who you are!
dont even lie too me, i have been told NUMEROUS TIMES that you hate me, so do not even lie to my face, trying to be nice to me is not going to work this time. i am so done with you and all of your bull shit, this is retared!!

but anyways enough of my bitchin.....

7 DAYS TILL PEACE RIVER!!

so lately things have been going really well, and i am so happy that things are starting to go back to the way things were. except for one person who is REALLY pissing me off. like honestly, do you really have nothing better to do than make up stuff about me, is your life so horrible that you have to put me down just to make you feel better?? you say that i am trying to break your friendship with someone, and i am not! more like that is what you are doing to me and her, i am sorry but common thats real immature, what is this fkn  kindergarden?? omg shes trying to take her from me omg omg omg lets start stupid rumors about her!!! GROW UP maybe if you weren't such a bitch all of the time, then maybe we could all get along but nope cause thats impossible for you! you use all of your so called "friends"  for your gain, but really if you think about it they are going to realize eventually that you are nothing but a stupid bitch who uses all of her "friends", i know a couple of us ALREADY HAVE. you talk nice to me when the slim chance that you do, and then once you turn around it is nothing but shit, don't think that i am stupid because i know what you say. but besides this one girl, i am totally happy i could not be any happier... well actually i could, but i am not talking about why, this is something totally different...

 i just finished my english final, and i totally aced it, and i am now anticipating to know what i got on it. 

tomorrow is the Melissa and Hannah end of semester celebration and i cannot wait!!

it is going to be awesome, hanging with my girlie :] 

so the next couple weeks are going to be busy busy busy...

Game Thursday against E.W Pratt

Peace River Tournament Friday

Another game the Thursday after

THEN Valleyveiw Tournament that weekend..

and that is all that i know of, i imagine there is more than just that. :]

so this weekend was pretty boring, i spent all weekend studying for my science final, and i am not going to lie i am pretty nervous for it. i really need to go on all of my exams if i want too keep up my average. and once again, stabbed in the back but this time by someone that i never even expected. you were told that i was mad about you all hanging out, which was A LIE, i never said such  a thing. my exact words were that i do not care, and why should i be mad? I WAS NOT MAD but all the time people seem to think that i am. oh yea, and another thing is i am so sick of those immature comments you all think are so funny about me. seriously get a life, i know all of the jokes you guys were making about me this weekend.. come on, is your life honestly so pointless to the point that you have to spend your time saying those things about me? and if your reading this right now, i am pretty sure you know who you are. i have been nothing but nice to ALL of you guys, and i am getting treated with the respect of a two year old. BUT ANYWAYS i really cannot stand it here anymore, and i really REALLY would rather just stay at home and do school by correspondents than but up with you guys! 

` melissajade

p.s. ilu lm <3

so right now i am sitting in the computer lab with hannah, reanne and ashely just waiting for basketball practice to start, and i cannot wait because i have so much steam that i need to blow off. i am so unbelieveably mad right now, it is not even funny, i am just about ready to throw this computer (sorry reanne and hannah :] ) funny thing is you think that my life revolves around you and it doesn't, so shut up and MOVE ON!  so anyways, school is going really really good. my grades are awesome, 86 in math, 86 in english and 83 in science, which is sweet, even though my science could be higher :] final exams are coming up soon, and to be honest i am not really that nervous. why worry and be all scared for something that is worth 15% of my final mark to just bomb it because of stress?? so, i am going to take it easy, relax and study my hardest and hopefully i will do good. the only other good thing that i can look forward too in my boring life is zones in FAIRVIEW! oh my gawd i am so excited... and yes, you all know why, and yes jordi cars are better haha (insider). 

ilu.

less than three months till i can drive!! 

` melissajade

okay so a lot of stuff has happened in the past week or so...

new years was fun. i got to hang out with my Hannah <3,

so much better than going to hang out with other people that i am not going to mention..

i am going going to say one thing while i am on the topic...

i hope you ALL have a nice life, i know that i will with you out of it :]

i am so done with all of this high school immaturity bull sh*t..

people seriously need to grow up,

this is high school, your future is relying on it,

you only get one chance, so why waste it?

get your sh*t in a group, and start buckling down,

like honestly i am so sick of it.

its not that hard, it just takes some time, 

which people just waste, on other things like 

stupid drama, fooling around, and just not caring..

besides this... i really just do not know what to do,

i know that A LOT of people want me gone,

and i am very tempted to just leave,

if i am going to be treated with this little of respect,

then why stay here.

even my friends, who i thought cared

just STAND THERE AND LAUGH (you know who you are),

so whatever i don't know what to do.

oh yea, and how people change depending on who they are with,

drives me nuts.. i don't understand it

like common, who cares really, act yourself..

but i'm done compaining..

this christmas break i got to see my mom,

and it was awesome, i miss her so much! 

even though her room mate is a creep,

who stinks, and what not i still loved being there.

christmas day wasn't that bad,

nothing to complain about,

got some new things that i needed :]

` melissajade

p.s  GO CANADA!!  5 - 1 SO PROUD!

so at this moment in time i am really happy...

WOW!

i get to see my ladiess on new years, and i cannot wait

i miss you two so much!!

this new years is going to be so much fun :]

hopefully everything works out ok.

the christmas holidays are awesome,

it seems like all the drama and stress of seeing everyone

everyday, and dealing with school is just lifting away.

yea, i miss school and being busy all of the time,

but it is nice to have a break.

i miss all of my Ridgevalley crew!

Reanne, Hannah, and Jess!

you guys come on,

i am at home now, call me up!

i miss you!

and if not call my cell phone, i got lots of minutes!

speaking of my phone,

i finally got my baby back, lol

i HATED that loner phone,

it made my phone look like a star.

but even though i complain about it,

and say that i hate it everyday,

i love my phone to death.

i do not know what i would do without it haha

i got to see my mom!!!

she is doing amazingly well,

and i couldnt be any prouder.

even though she has a gross and smelly roommate,

the appartment is to die for!!

just walking up and down the stairs,

and through the hallways

it makes me think like oh my gosh...

this will be me in a year and a half..

walking home, to my appartment,

with my amazing friends.

oh the independance!!

but anyways,

i gotta go,

family reunion and its time to open presents!

I LOVE YOU ALL!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!

` melissajade

so i havent written in my blog for quite a while,

and im sorry, lol.

so things lately as you all probably know

are going to s**t..

i am so tired of my friends being two faced!!

lying to me is not the way to go,

especially when i am eventually going to find out!

its like nothing can work out these days, 

people are so immature,

like seriously grow up,  

get your act together,

smarten up, this is your life were talking about.

start taking stuff seriously,

i am so sick of immature people..

so im done.

GP THIS WEEKEND!!! :]

melissajade

so today was a really good day,

i cannot get out of my head that i get to see Alyssa in less than 4 days!!!!

i'm probably just going to bawl my eyes out when i go to pick her up,

just like when i went home :[

today me and jordan and justin made our own secret language,

but its not really such a secret anymore...

people are starting to crack it! :[

i pretty much love it, lol.

things are going really well..

besides the fact that i do not have my phone and i cant

talk to him!!! grr..

well all that i can say to that is..

treat others how you want them to treat you!!!

thats all i am saying...

oh ya, and have fun trying to get a hold of me when i go somewhere 

when i dont have my phone!

haha!

but anyways, i love you all!

peace out..

` melissajade..

p.s. i heart u L.M

so lately things have been so and so...

things could be a lot better,

i cannot believe how fast time is going by, 

it seems just like yesterday this  happened..

to be honest, and i do not care what you think if you read this,

i miss it... i miss you..

were not the same! what has happened...

its breaking my heart to look at how things used to be,

compared to now...

school is going good, 

i am really happy with my marks, 

and that is about it..

i really was looking forward to this weekend 

but now our plans have gone down the drain...

oh well i guess.

Alyssa, i cannot believe you are going to be in Grande Prairie

next week!!!! oh my god, only 7 days!!!!

lately...

so lately i have been yes i am going to admit it,

a little on the pissy side. 

things are really confusing, 

and all that i need is to see my bestest friend in the whole wide world,

ALYSSA!!!!

i am so unbelieveably proud of you bud, your doing awesome in school,

and you quit smoking!!! i am so happy :]

i love all my Ridgevavlley friends to death even though,

somedays it seems like i dont.

moving on to NEW YEARS!!!

to answer your question alyssa, i would love it if brittany would come out here,

i just have to talk to my dad, and figure out

where we are going to stay the night with the three of us, 

that might pose a problem..

and quite frankly i do not wanna go home that night, lol.

i will figure something out and let you know, but as usual

things out here are always last minute...

OMG ONLY 15 DAYS TILL ALYSSA!!!

i get to go to grande prairie for the weekend, 

and see all my old friends, and the Gulliver's crew!

then... i am so nervous for monday december 15 because that is when my

two lives are going to collide.

i know you all will get along great,

but i still cannot help but feeling nervous!!!

but thats about it for now..

TTYL!

love you all

`melissajade

so right now i am.... i don't know what i am.

i am a mix of all different emotions..

from happy to confused,

sad and mad all at the same time..

there are so many things that i want to say to you,

but i know that it wont make a difference..

i am so nervous for High Prairie on friday and saturday...

we haven't even had  a full practice with the whole team

and were expected to play together??

the only good thing right now is the fact that my bestest friend

in the whole entire world Alyssa is coming to Grande Prairie in 17 days!!!!

this weekend was fun.. went to the mall, to the storms game, and to a movie

with Me, Hannah, Justin, Braedon and Jordan.

sorry for getting mad, and you all probably already know why..

but i just cant help it, i cant change how i react or feel..

its real, and there is no changing.

i do not know what to do...

I'm stuck between 3 and don't know what..

I'm not even going to go into detail, because all of you don't know..

jealousy is a powerful thing, and lately i have been feeling it.

it is a horrible thing but once again, i cannot help it.

i love my friends to death, but i cant help but being jealous. 

anyways enough of my blabbing.

I'm done.

ALYSSA 17 DAYS!!! 

` melissajade

so i just wanted to say that i am so proud of my bestest friend in the whole wide world ALYSSA!

getting an 83 in math!!! and being smoke free for a week! congratulations buddy!

so this weekend (well tomorrow) me, hannah, braedon, jordan and justin are going to 

Grande Prairie for Braedon's 16th birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY by the way.

umm... New Years plans are in the works, and i cannot wait.

25 days till Alyssa!!!!

this weekend..

so this weekend was pretty stupid.

saturday i baby sat, which went good i love those kids to death <3

sunday i went to work with my dad which went good, helped out with somethings, 

and i do have to say that the house is coming along great!! 

i cannot wait to move in, sad thing is i will only get a year to live in it cause I'm graduating next year!!

next weekend is the High Prairie tournament and i am so excited!! 

I am hoping that we will win at least one game, cause last year we lost everything.

umm... ALYSSA IS COMING IN 26 DAYS!!! i cannot wait

new years is going to be amazing, 

I NEED SOMEWHERE TO HAVE A BON FIRE!!

thats all that is needed, is a location. hopefully somewhere warm..

i need to get some fireworks,  and stuff like that for it.

this new years is going to be awesome.

~ melissajade 

so heres what is going on..

school is the same old same old stuff over and over again..

right now i have nothing to do so i am sitting in Mrs.G's room writing in my blog and drinking some rather amazing coffee, thanks Mrs.G! 

friends are good, except for a certain someone who is seriously pushing my buttons and i do not even know why.  i absolutely cannot wait to see my bestest friend in the whole wide world Alyssa in less than 30 days approximately.. 

i am not really looking forward to this weekend, i do not think i am doing anything really exciting. possibly work cause you  know i need money, but even then its not a guaranteed thing. 

basketball is like my love.. i cannot wait to go to high prairie..and everyone knows why. 

i am so happy about that it is unreal.. its been forever since i've seen you!!

i think it was last year, around about this time, even before i moved out to Ridgevalley..

me and brittany went to a basketball tournament at St. Joes school, and yea

the rest goes from there.. even though we didn't hang out for that long, only about half an hour lol.

and you couldnt leave the school, which sucked. 

but now it is going to be awesome.. HIGH PRAIRIE HERE I COME!

WERE GOING TO KICK SOME ASS EH GIRLS!!

or try to at least haha.

our team this year is better than i thought it was going to be..

this year it is..

Me ( melissca haha jess ), 

Ashely, 

Kerith, 

Kaitlyn, 

Hannah, 

Jessica, 

Peyton, 

Reanne, 

Cassandra, 

Maureen, 

and i think 

Tamara. 

i am so happy that we have a team :] 

basketball is like the only real STABLE thing in my life.

everything else is just a waiting game, and i hate it.

i just wanna live my life, and see the world. 

love you all!!

Melissa.

stuff..

so lately things have been going..... well they have been going just alright.
school is the same stuff over and over again, and i am getting sick of it.
basketball is going goodish, now we might not even have a flipping team, which totally blows.
anything to do with anyone seems to be going down the drain..
a certain someone is driving me up the walls and i dont even know why,
im so confuzed about what i am going to do when i get outta high school,
i think i am just going to do some traveling, give myself an extra year to find myself.
because at this point in time, i have no clue who i am.
lately i know i have been a bitch (sorry mr.groff i had to say it) and i know people are getting sick of my attitude.
i am greatly sorry its just i am so confuzed about everything it is starting to take its toll..
school is confuzing, my friends are confuzing, boys are stupid and cause nothing but stress,
i need my Alyssa... i cannot wait to see her.
seeing her over the christmas holidays will be the closest thing that i have to my past,
dont get me wrong, everything out here is great, but i just miss little bits of my old grande prairie days.
everything in my life is a waiting game, and i HATE IT JUST WAITING AROUND FOR SOMETHING TO HAPPEN??
WAITING UNTIL I AM OLDER!!
I HATE WAITING!!!!!
yea, people say that everything comes in time, but i am the most unpatient person in the world,
i hate waiting, and waiting. its just like a game,
and as all my friends know, i am not good at mind games.
things have to be layed out infront of me for me to understand them fully.
also what i hear alot is that these are the greatest days of my life...
THAT IS TOTAL B.S!!
how can the best days of my life be filled with uncertainty, dishonesty, lies and waiting??
broken hearts, stupid waiting games, and stress about school is not the greatest years of my life.
i cannot wait until i am done school, then i can have time to breathe, and find myself...
i hate waiting, i want this now...
i want alot of things, but i know that i cannot have them..

but that is it for now..

peace out Melissa.

blogging assigment

This is one of my favourite songs at this point in time. It is Beyonce's " If I Were A Boy".

This song is about how men treat women, and that they would understand how we feel if our lives were switched around. Some men tend to treat women like they are a symbol,

not as something to cherish and be happy for. 

We are not just status symbols, or things to be used.. Think about it.

Beyonce - If I Were a Boy (Lyrics) - More amazing video clips are a click away


If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it.
Cause they’d stick up for me.

[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I could turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)

(Chorus)

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

(Chorus)

But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy

What is your favourite line from this song?

"But you're just a boy

You don't understand

Yeah you don't understand

How it feels to love a girl someday

You wish you were a better man

You don't listen to her

You don't care how it hurts

Until you lose the one you wanted

Cause you've taken her for granted

And everything you have got destroyed

But you're just a Boy.."

Why do you like this line?

I like this line because ask any girl, i bet you anything that they have felt like this many times.

How does this song make you feel when you listen to it?

This song makes me think about everything. It makes me sad, but happy to know that this happens not just to me.

Why do you like this feeling?

Its always good to know your not alone. 

basketball

so basketball season has finally started!!

i am so happy with how well it is going so far,

the first practice was better than any other practice last year,

thanks to my guys for beating me up every lunch hour,

just goes to show that determination pays off with time. 

so our first tournament is in High Prairie on November 28-29..

and i am so excited,

were going to kick some ass eh girls!!

` Melissa <3

alyssa..

so i am pretty much so so happy!!

i get to see my bestest friend in the whole entire world,

the person who is always there for me through thick and thin,

even though she is a million miles away she still has my back with anything,

even though we only talk through texts.

(you should call me sometime bud!)

in 36 days the one and only Alyssa will be back!!!

and i so cannot wait, new years is going to be amazing!!

not sure what we are doing yet, but whatever we decide to do it will be awesome :]

i cannot wait to see you bud!!

p.s. call me Alyssa!! 

love melissa 

today..

so today I'm pretty much sick as a dog..

i feel like crap,

but tylenol is amazing for my "sickness"

this seems to happen like at least once a month, 

and i have no clue why..

the same thing every month, around the exact same day,

cold and hot flashes, losing my voice (whisper is returning lol), major headaches, and my whole body just aches.. it sucks!!

but i am so excited for basketball practice, 

cause i can totally go now,

thanks to my girls driving me home :]

love you two!

Alyssa = 41 More Days!!

i cannot wait for you to come!!

- Melissa <3

stuff..

so this is how things are going with me lately... CONFUSING!! 

i definitely do not know what to do with some certain people...

it seems like everyone is changing lately..

trying to be something that they are not, trying to be someone that they aren't!!!

i wish you could be the way that you used to be, how i knew you last year, how i knew you a few months ago...

who cares what anyone thinks, just because they are "cool" doesn't make them worthy of taking who you really are...

i miss the old you..

i know that this is happening, and don't deny it!

you lied to me, and that is not right...

the old you would never have done something like this too me..

i am trying to put up with you, but it hurts..

seeing you doing this,

maybe i am going crazy?

who knows.. but all that i know is that i want everything to go back to the way it was..

i miss it.

- Melissa <3

stuff..

so forget about the last blog i wrote...

it was just words of anger...

im am happy where we are right now,

don't get me wrong..

Happy Halloween Everyone!

- Melissa <3

this week...

so lately i've been going through a couple rough spots..

and i just read the apology from you again..

i agree with what you mean its our business,

but they are my friends, 

and they care about me and when they see me crying all day at school,

i think that their going to be  a little mad.

they knew how much you meant too me, 

and thats why they were there for me.

i really wish that this wasn't happening, 

and i truly believe that you are sorry...

i feel bad for the way that i reacted,

but it truly hurt..

they tell me that your lying too me,

and that what you told me is total bull!

THEN WHAT WAS THE POINT? 

thats what makes me the most upset,

is that if i am such a good "friend" 

then what the heck was the f'n point???

maybe somewhere down the line (not saying that it will)

we can try again..

i say that i don't care about what is happening,

but it is just my way of trying to get over this...

i didn't ever think that it would be this hard getting over you..

but i am trying, with little and NO success.

 I am trying hard because i know that you don't or will ever feel the same way..

if this is what you want, and what makes you happy,

then i will try... 

just as long as your happy.

` 48 days till Alyssa comes `

- Melissa <3

so i need one more post to finish off this week....

and i am totally out of ideas to write about!!

So, I am going to leave a quote...

from one of the greatest teachers in school,

" Boys are just like clothes, you try one on, and you don't like it you but it back on the shelf and try on another until you find your perfect fit, and when you do the feeling, it is amazing".

-Mrs. Gunson

schooling updates!

so I am pretty much amazed, and so happy about school right now,

I am thinking that I am well on my way to being a nurse...

Yes! no more teaching, I am going for something higher and way more interesting.

teaching is so boring.. at least being a nurse i can have some enjoyment and thrill with my job,

trying to save someones' life, taking care of someone, looking after new born babies!

the list in endless in what i could be doing.

right now, my marks in my classes are the best that they have ever been

jeeze, maybe I am an over-achiever like my friends say...

but OH WELL!

Science 10: 92%

Math Applied 20: 78%

English 20-1: 88%

ahhh, i cant believe it!

Melissa <3

last couple of days...

these past couple days have been quite hard for me...

but i think that tuesday was the worst day ever.

FIRST I was totally blind sighted, i didn't even know that was going to happen too me,

but i totally understand why this is happening, 

i wish that it wasn't but whatever makes you happy :]

THEN after school when i was waiting for my brother's volleyball game,

my friends (I'am not naming anyone) got in trouble for smoking,

even though i wasn't doing it!!!

so right now, because of this i am sitting in an in-school suspension for the whole day!!

i am so mad, but whatever. 

everything happens for a reason....

but i don't realize why this always happens to me!

can i ever get a break??

i cannot wait until i get the heck out of school and move on with the rest of my life!

and as Alyssa has asked....

NEW COUNTDOWN JUST FOR YOU!

approximately (not exactly sure on this)

49 days till you come!!!

i cannot wait to see you bud, i miss you terribly

Melissa <3

Once Again...

so once again, i find myself changing my mind, i am so indecisive!

i have decided to pursue nursing after high school,

this is because when i have been doing my work experience with the little kids, 

they drive me insane!!!

so why would i want to do that for the rest of my life??

at this current moment, i am looking at a couple bursaries for nursing.

if i am: a resident of alberta

are enrolled in a Nurse Practitioner program,

Plan to live and work in Northern Alberta upon completion of my program and sign a return service contract,

and are concitered a full-time student by my community,

i can apply for a Nurse Practitioner Bursary, where i can earn up too 9,000$ or 18,000$ per year, for up to 3 years.

i thought that was pretty exciting, and i am not going to lie,

am so excited :]

Melissa <3

im thinking of starting a new countdown...

last time it was the count down to Reanne's birthday,

but now it is the countdown to November 1st...

When Basketball Starts!!!!!

` 20 More Days!!

so i havent really had alot of time to work on my blog (sorry alyssa haha). I dont really have much to talk about, but evertything is going amazing. I dont think I could be any happier. School is going good, my mom is doing good (im very proud of her still!), im with the most amazing guy ever, and i wouldnt change anything for the world. I think that this is one time in my life, when i dont have anything to complain about (and if you know me, i complain ALOT). All that i can really say is that i am so happy that i moved out here, everything happens for a reason, and i deffinatly think that i found my reason.

CANT WAIT!!

so i just got the greatest news ever yesterday!!!

ALYSSA IS COMING TO GRANDE PRAIRIE CHRISTMAS!!

i so cannot wait for you too meet everyone,

and NEW YEARS is going to be awesome!!

i love you buddy.

Melissa.

Just Another Day In English Class...

So once again, i find myself writing this stupid blog... but actually i'm beginning to come quite fond of it. I could be getting a worse english assignment, so i'm happy :]

Everything is going amazing... i couldn't be any happier with things right now.

I so cannot wait for basketball, it is going to make things way easier.

i miss you a.r & b.r

Melissa

Good Morning/Afternoon....
Once again i have no cule what to write about in this stupid blog..
Well i am proud of my little brother for doing well in volleyball this weekend, wish i could have been there too see and cheer you on, even though you probably would have told me to shut up cause you would have been embarassed. I seriously cannot wait for basketball :] its going to be so awesome!! School is going suprizingly well.. for like once in my life. Usually im the dumb quiet kid who has nothing too say, but now i accutally have a voice and am suprizing myself at how well i can actually do. English is good, im liking the story line in Troilus and Cressida. Math, well its easy... maybe too easy. Almost to the point where i just want to sleep and just take my work home and do it later. Science is a pain in my butt, but its the same stuff that i learned last year in science 14.. i have no clue why i even took it!! Waste of my time! Work Experience with the little kids is awesome. I cannot wait to get out of high school and start working towards being a teacher. Life right now is awesome, i totally cannot complain, besides the fact my phone is broken.

i miss you A.R & B.R

Melissa.

And this is about one of my best friends Alyssa...

so i pretty much miss Alyssa tons,

we've had so many good times,

but we can never forget the bad..

like when we had our "minor" fight,

got you kicked out of school,

which totally sucked cause i had to go to school without you

and then FINALLY we got to go to the comp..

that lasted a whole semester.

then i moved, and then you went and moved!!!

i so CANNOT wait for new years,

its going to be amazing.. just like last one!!

we can go and play pool again at 2 in the morning at my Auntie's. 

i miss you tons bud..

keep on texting me,

it means a lot to talk to you. 

Love You Alyssa!!! 

Melissa..

is so excited to see my mom tomorrow!
and the off to Reanne's after..
this weekend is going to be awesome!

Melissa

p.s only 1 more day!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY REANNE!

FINALLY SWEET 16!

hope you have an amazing day
i cant wait for your birthday party!
its going to be awesome..

Melissa :]

P.s 2 More Days!

Good Morning!

So this would be my 2nd and final blog for the week...
but i will probably write some more,
concerning my countdown to this weekend!!!

Happy Early Birthday Reanne!!
( I just wanted to be the first too say it)


Melissa

P.s 3 More Days!!

Hey Everyone (whoever may be reading this)! Right now, i am currently in English working on my blog (obviously) and our new project, on the Trojan War! I am pretty much excited for it, besides the fact that we have to present it in front of our classmates... I am not good at public speaking of any sort, not sure why (because after all my career is going to be all about talking to people). Ever since all of those Ancient Greece War movies started becoming popular, I've been fascinated by it. So this project should be pretty easy :]

Melissa.

P.s. I am starting the countdown till this weekend...

Only 4 Days!

I am Looking Forward To...

There are not too many things that i am looking forward too in the up-coming future. I am excited for the 19th, 20th and the 21st of September. That weekend i get too see my mom, and go to my best friends birthday, its going to be so much fun! Starting November 1st is basketball season and I am not sure whether or not i should be excited or upset about it. Part of me wants to join, and play, but the other part of me says no, i am just going to embarrass myself, and would i really want to put up with supporting one person, or the whole team like it should be? Looking even farther into my future is the fact that I am graduating in less than 2 years! Just thinking about it scares me... what am i going to do for the rest of my life is the scariest question ever. I am stuck between two choices, a culinary artist or an elementary school teacher? Both things I love to do, cooking or being around children. Maybe within the next little while, i will finally be dead set on what i want to do for the rest of my life.

Melissa.

Welcome!

Good Morning/Afternoon to anyone who is reading this. This would be my very first blog ever, and I am not too sure about the whole " blogging " thing. Personally I think that it is just a waste of time, but since it is for English class, i will do it. Meaning that I will have to use some of my lunch time or any other "free time" that I may have. Hopefully one of these days we (the class) will be given a topic to write about. Some people may find it easier to write about whatever they want, but personally I write better with a topic. I'm not one to share my writings or anything "artistic" that I may do.

Melissa.